Life is..series of Conversations!

Talked to a soul-buddy the other day..

before I narrate my anecdote further, honestly, I dont have many friends..at least not by my definition(=soul-buddy)and perception(=soul-buddy) of it..

more because of my actions, behavior and choices..

and I am not complaining..just stating..

I am, touchwood, very very happy with the few 4/5 people I talk regularly to..we catch up every now and then..

(I digress a lot - deliberately sometimes for  flavor and clarity and also unintentionally at times for not being able to contain certain off-track emotions I want to vent off!) 

Anyways - so as I was saying - I talked to her the other day - At length (not at enough length - cz when is it ever enough talking to the people you love talking to!) 

We talked, laughed, cribbed, vented, made fun of mostly each other and also of life in general - dark humor, discussed, blabbered and did cover all possible topics - family, health, politics, society, philosophy, purpose of life, depression, meditation, spirituality - and dont let the topics fool you to indicate we had very profound conversation - it was (if you analyze and talk about subtext / feel of it!) but for us, it was fun and organic and something that we look forward to - as fun, as being there for each other, as venting out session, as therapeutic conversation, as a way to explore ourselves and understand each other more! 

For me - that is one of the most desired feelings ever - Having an honest heart to heart fearless conversation - without having to wrap it up in small talks, without having to supress one's feelings beneath the irrelevant topics, without being bound by obligations or relations, without any pretense or fear of living up to any expectations or getting judged or to hurt unintentionally or to reach a point where you have to deliberately push someone away cz you know they are gonna get hurt eventually! 

Pure simple honest harmless organic non-manipulative ungreedy inconclusive pro bono conversations - which have become so rare these days, are one of the easiest forms of comfort and happiness you can give to yourself and to the other person!! More so because amongst all the chaos in this materialistic world - finding those soul buddies itself is a first level challenge. 

So hold onto those limited-edition soul buddies you have and never shy away from those organic conversations with them..because hey, life is nothing but the  play, pause, resume and replay of  Conversations you have had!!