Purpose of life..Philosophical Crap!?

Life is transient..sounds cliched and boring, philosophical without a context aint it?!.. 

and God forbid anyone of you reading this, ever get to feel or recall it in an actual context!! 

Unfortunately ship sailed for me today.. Heard demise of a very dear friend’s father and though I havent talked to her in ages..and we usually only connect twice a year on our birthdays, but in that moment, I literally felt her pain, a hollowness sinking in stomach..and recalled everything I had known of her ever..and how would she be feeling..all of this in mere few minutes.. I felt like reaching her somehow..not over call but physically,in-person..as she sits miles apart..and comforting her(dont know how)..just want to be there with her..less to make her feel better because that is impossible when you lose a parent and more to just keep a check on her..making sure she keeps it together be it barely, somehow sails through all this and occasionally cries out or maybe just blabber on bout her feelings..vent out the helplessness if she could if not sadness..to me..

ohh..its so tough and so damn unfair to lose a Parent unexpectedly!! 

They are so experienced and wise when they say no moment is as good as this one..and I am not talking only about living it off, making it count, yolo, travel the world and stuff..but more like, guilt it out, love it off, be there with family without waiting for any occassion, share the joy even if its small..cz you never know when you wil get a personalized customized context for all of this crap and that is when you wil realize that afterall this wasnt so crappy and maybe herez hidden the so called ‘purpose of life’!!

#RIP #loveToBlossom

Universe?! God?!

“He was breathing heavily..more than I have ever heard him breathe..somewhere inside my head, his angry voice was still hammering on..he just had a fight with a loved one..so of course the after effects were intense and not indifferent..I tried to hold him but he pushed me away..it scared me..but I knew this was not him..i mean this was him but at the core, I knew he would not want to hurt me..infact he said that too while pushing me away..that I better let him calm down on his own lest let him hurt me and repent later..so I gave him a ‘breather’..I could not show that I was scared..one because It was not the moment and two..I was more shocked than scared to react..

It kept me thinking..how we live with a living breathing soul day in and day out..think we know him to the core..can see his soul almost..and still not able to reach out to him when it actually matters..was I a failure?! Or Was he the reluctant one?! And suddenly the paradigm shifted to a much deeper thought, that I probably knew and understood since long but rarely experienced or lived!”

We talk about connecting the globe when all we should have focussed on was connecting the souls..

Infact connecting to one’s own soul if one could..that would be the answer to many of our questions, balm to the severe pain, climax of all our anxiety, bridge to all burnt bridges, end of all our suffering, philosophy of life..because though we, as humans, may have hardly succeeded to find things and solutions and answrs outside us, we might as well try and find one within!

#harHarMahadev #kannKannMeBhagwan #ahamBrahmaAsmi #krishnaIsUniverse #befriendYourOwnSoul

#randomness

#janmashtmiThought

#shirin

Inspiration Courtesy : A random incident from ‘Shirin’s’ life!!